17.9.10

wow.

Just realized i haven't posted anything for a month. Damned renovation of the flat, damned work (work i don't necessarily like at the moment) but anyway...

I read a post today at a friend's blog and i realized that there are some times in life that things are so shitty that nothing can be beautiful. Or you don't notice anything beautiful anyway..
Well, i didn't realize, i rather remembered. It wasn't that long ago that i was leaning in a hospital bed caressing a hand i adore..days and days..and then back home and then back to the hospital and everything was ugly. I did find beauty in music though.

Anyway, what i want to say is that you walk the life and everything is normal with little bumps and then you read, hear or see something and it jolts you to a halt.

You realize.Realization is the biggest gift.

so this is for realizing.what you have what you lost what you can have..and all that jazz..

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