more than this

I am lost.I feel out of my body.Out of my self. Out of my reality. Out of my path.
Is this heaven or is this nothingness? Is this love or is this emptiness? Am I me now or am I a body belonging to someone? Is this more than anything? Is there more than this?
If you ask me now the only answer i have for any question is I do not know.

I did not want this. But still it happened. And now i question its truth as well as mine.
Tomorrow is another day..

And by the way..today i revisited this.
The most erotic,most absolute love song ever created..in my opinion anyway.
(video with scenes from the french film Le Parfum d'Yvonne)



Darling I am shaking
And my limbs are made of fire
And though all heaven is revealed
You are my one desire
I cannot hold my thoughts
There is poison in my head
I simply turned to look
And all at once the world is dead

Oh lover still your tongue
You're the king of all you see
The unmade bed you lie upon
This strange likeness of me
My body be your focus
Your labour be my joy
For everything's decided
In the twinkle of an eye

Darling I am a sailor
And I chart the southern lands
I calm the ocean with my song
And I rouse her with my hands
I'll build for you a craft
Out of my jealousies
We'll raise the sail and let it coast
Into eternity

Lover you are weary
Come and rest between my thighs
The hungry dogs of reason
They have filled you full of lies
I'll give to you my army
And my city and my throne
I'll give the flower of my love
To you and you alone